my eyes are still SORE from crying , i kept rubbing it =.=""

here's Ayuni's sms to me last night : ~

RYAN'S BETTER THAN HIIIIM !

his cute . But Ryan is HOT .
Ryan d0esnt play defiant , 0r speak baq to teachers

+ your marrying Ryan s00n .

so dunt bother abt him 0kkayys
? (:



i think i died laughing from reading this sms
you may think it's not funny as i think it is cos you are not in my shoes .

then yesterday me && Sakinah was chatting on msn
cos we were thinking of taking their pictures

our conversation was sumthing like this :

Sakinah : TAKE!!!
Sango : i dunno , if i wanted to take i would have took long ago
Sango : how bout you ?
Sakinah : i dunno , it will seem like we are despo if we took it
Sango : hais ...
Sakinah : Ya Allah ( oh my gawd , malay version )

ahahah , so i dunno , i still have'nt took the pic until now .
God Bless` people like Sakinah && Ayuni :DD
but why am i still feeling so depress and hurt ?