fasting month strts tommorow .... im so depress
kept vomitting today , disgusting .
&& someone wrote something bitchy in her diary bout me =.="
trying to promote herself i think :@
so to tht someone : yyou think i care ?

i don't know , before recess i was feeling great .
then i was feeling worse then ever . RARR`
my feeling was like on && off today

after Prefect's Meeting , i really felt like puking
but i was halfway out the school , *paiseh*
so i wanted to avoid anyone and go home straight
but the 119 bus had pass so i took 88
saw Nina && Ayuni but i could only mutter wrds
if i did actually talk , i think i would throw up everything :-X

so im sorry Nina && Yuni if you think im avoiding you or sumthing
reachedd my stop , i threw up everything at the nearest grass
like , i have no idea whad is wrg with me
i think my bulimic is coming back
but please God , not now , not at a time like this ...
i feel tht everytime im depress i throw up
whad a weird sign to tell me to stp my depression .

_______________________________

when they askedd me if I lovedd you ,

i said no ....

do you know how hard of me to convince them tht ?

I Love You :D