my internet connection is becoming from bad to horrible -.-"
even MSN/YouTube is having war against it!
whatever, have to deal with it until my bros can fix the problem.
now the internet is only my 2nd source of entertainment, guitar 1st :D

& guess what? I/ H-A-V-E-N'-T/ G-O-T/ M-Y/ S-C-H/ B-O-O-K-S
the horror, i can't imagine >.<

it's funny how it seems like just yesterday you said to me:-
" Don't avoid, avoiding is stupid".

i swore i agreed with you at that time, i said i wouldn't do it.
well, im sorry that for now, i pretend anymore.
smiling & laughing while it hurts inside, it isn't that easy honey.
it takes mountains of courage just by facing you.
i need a time-out, a break, some time to recollect my courage & fix myself

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

went out with WeiLin to Tampines Mall yesterday :)
ate BK which was really full with Mats after we bought our movie tickets
after that went window shopping since both of us haven't got our pay
then watch "The Day The Eath Stood Still" , the show's goooooood.
headed to White Sands to take Neoprint which i haven't done for a year.

these 2 are my fav, esp. the one with the red background XD

bought macs & walked to the beach that i wish i owned!

taught WeiLin some guitar chords that she was struggling with.

hey Wei, don't give up, when you buy your guitar, we can practice more ;D

there were some f-ing irritating China men being damn sarcastic to us.

Singapore, i regret the day you accepted China men and Banglas :/

work today was damn slacky, not me, there was no customers :D
& so it was damn boring, pack up early, hoho.
it was like, their paying me to do nothing.
went out for dinner with cousins&aunts after work.

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tomorrow's my off day!~ ;DDDDD
finally going out! (w WeiLin <3 ) sick&tired of working ok!
need so time out if not my mood swings will keep coming.





ps: due to my guitar playing so often now, my left shoulder's hurt :(
im sorry k shoulder? i put tiger to make you better :/

my counsellor is back in town and ready for ETP, so am i!
okay, maybe not for this week, she's busy, NEXT WEEK :D
its funny how is states tat she wants to go back to mlysia when a few days ago,
she called me COMPLAINING how boring it was there
& yes, she was at mlysia honey.

Jasline Neo, decided to make my life miserable by not only passing me a quiz...
BUT 2 QUIZZES.
FYI, my fav colour is black, white & red darl.
so yeap, i decided to blog as soon as i got home from work (:


1. Who's the person that tagged you?
Jasline Neo

2. Relationship between you and her/him?
My SCB, if you dont know what that stands for, too bad :p

3. 5 impressions?
Gorgeous, High, Smart, Funny & too modest of herself.

4. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will?
try my best to be her friend agn?

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
top secret, only i know what it'll be :D

6. Characteristics i like about myself?
*blanks out*

7. Characteristics i hate about myself?
*stares at the laptop*

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
nothing, when you fight fire with fire, you'll just get burn.

9. What do people feel about you?
my cousins say im wayyyyy wilder than my brothers.

10. Your crush(es)?
you need FBI for that information

11. Pass this to 10 ppl-

1. Sabrina
2. WeiLin
3. BeiWen
4. Nina
5. ShiLi
6. Natasha
7. KyLin
8. Iqit
9. YiShan
10. SL

(it's not life&death situation if you don't do it)

13. If 5 &7 were together?
ShiLi&Kylin? it would be awkward, REALLY.

14. Who does 5 like?
she likes... i have no idea :D

15. What colour does 9 like?
YiShan? ohh man,i dont even know mum's fav colour.

16. Say something about 8.
Iqit's a hyppper godsister bby!

17. Who is 2?
WeiLin is my bestfriend, hoh.

18. Talk about 3.
BeiWen is part the the Bimbo group, honest!

19. Who is 10's best friend?
Guo YiLin, confirm

20. Who's the sexiest among all 10?-
not the right person to judge them, Lol

21. What colour does 4 like?
Nina, errr...

22. Is 4 single?
nope.

23. Your relationship with 1?
Sabrina is my long time friend from primary school

24. Are 5&6 best friends?
ShiLi & Nat? nope, just friends

25. 9's surname?
i think it's Toh YiShan?

26. 7's nickname?
KEYLIN :D

27. Say something to 8.
Update your blog! it have spider webs!

28. Say something to help 9.
Yishan? i don't know if she needs help x.x

29. Who does 1 admire?
Sabrina admires the colour red & her bf!

30. Where does 1 live?
i know this! Ang Mo Kio, don't stalk her, you stalkers!

31. 10 of them know who you like?
SL? actually, YES.

32. Say something to 6 when you see her/him?
IMY!

33. 10's spouse?
oblivious to alien language.


Sorry SCB, im only doing 1 ):

just changed blog skin, quite satisfied with it now :D

Nina is out of town, went to Malaysia.
she'd better come back soon :,(

my brother is coming back tmr night!
with a botak head, tehe.

pictures of family chalet as promise <3




















A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz. Those that are tagged cannot refuse.
C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people:

- Jasline :D
- Husna :D
- Sabrina :D
- ShiLi :D
- BeiWen :D
- LimPeiYing :D
- Sylvia :D
- WeiLin :D


Tag, YOU'RE IT!~


1. What have you been doing recently?
playing the guitar & wawa-ing alot.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
there are times, but not specific times :)

3. What happened at 10am today?
I was watching Tv, nothing eventful.

4. When did you last cry?
ssshhh, that's a secret, I'd rather you not know.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
yes.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
I want so many things that it'll take forever to list down.
but for a start, my camera :D

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
put up my hood if i have it on, if not, walk in the rain.
I don't do umbrellas, unless shared ^^

8. What's your favourite thing to do on your bed?
easy, strum my guitar.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Hougang Pri. shorts, i can see Sabrina laughing i swear.

10. What is the nicest thing in your inbox?
Translate from Malay to Eng-
It's ok, they are my buddies now. Heh. U take care too.
Happy sneaking ;)

11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated?
nope, because relationships are bound to have complications.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope, although i still have KeyLin's Mickey Mouse Shirt&Black Pants XD
have to return it a.s.a.p

13. What was the last movie you saw?
High School Musical 3.

14. What are you proud of?
that I can make a great Vet :D

15. What does your oldest text in your inbox say?
A super-duper long sms from Mojojojo.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Love Story by Taylor Swift.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Sango&QQ

18. What does your newest text say?

WeiLin- Hahaha! XD
only we know why she's laughing ;)

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
should be ard 11pm+

20. Are you currently happy?
having mood swings since ytd :/

21. Who gives you the best advice?
!MY COUNSELLOR NINA! but sometimes she needs to counsel herself.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
Night time was.. YanQi Pubor.

24. Is something bugging you now?
yeah, really is.

25. Who was the last person who made you laugh?
surprisingly YanQi, he said i laughed like a witch but his no better ok.


tagged by KyLin wifeh (: