It's really oppressive, suffocating, asphyxiating.

I'm suddenly lagging behind my studies, why.
1. Sleeping in class, I need to stop doing that -.-
But time is the problem, I get the most, 6 hours of sleep per day during weekdays.
2. I tend to neglect subjects I don't like, eg Geography and Chemistry.
I told my Geo teacher that I wanted to drop Geo and she believed me, LOL.
3. I started studying to please OTHERS, not myself, esp for my parents.
It's really hard to please my parents, but I have to.

& other random stuff:
-I think my best friend thinks I forgot her birthday, hell no.
-There's that Adam Koo Workshop coming in late March, something like day camp. I think I'll be trapped in school till nighttime. Which I find a waste of time since I know most of the stuff they'll be telling us thanks to Kumar.
- I'm staying at home tomorrow for E-learning, another waste-my-time-thing.
- I fantasize about traveling around the world \m/
- My Mother Tongue teacher gives us Higher Mother Tongue work *insert wtf face here*
- I hate to wait until June for Burned! (House Of Night Novel Series)
- I also hate the fact that many Kpop groups & International Bands pick 2010 to come to Singapore (yes, even Super Junior!), I mean come on, isn't O lvl stressing us out enough, what a timing you pick to come ;(
- I passed 2 tests today, the happiness didn't last long because then I found out that I failed 2 others!!!
- I want to try a Choco Pie
- I planned to go to cousin's house to watch Glee on his ridiculously huge flat screen tv during the March Holidays since he downloaded the whole series of it then Guitar Hero :D
- I want to enjoy like mad after Os tyvm.

Go listen to After School's "Because Of You".
Although I don't get what their video is trying to deliver to fans.

Chansung, Maknae, 2nd Favourite of mine in 2pm
Sorry Junho, you're pushed to 3rd Fav even though you're really cute :D

He trained for 4 years, disappeared in 4 days, unfair much?
It's called 'forgiving' when someone makes a mistake.
You deserve those white chrysanthemums outside your doorstep JYP.
(thanks Yining for helping me translate what they wrote in the Chinese Newspaper)

Never tired of waiting for you, Park Jay.