How I prayed that this day would never come.

Dear you,
Their my friends, I'm with them, which makes me one of them. If being friends with you means throwing them away, I never thought you would ever consider that. I didn't want to attend school today, because I know we need time out from each other. I wanted to meet ShiLi so badly and break down in front of her but instead I had Tricia & Yining to comfort me because I knew I'd to face you sooner or later. My apology still stands, Im really fxuking sorry for eveything, because no matter what shit you put me through I never wanted to hurt you. Please forget how miserable I looked. So be happy, I will be too. Honestly, I think you'll be much happier without me. I won't contact you, it'll be like I never came into your life.



I don't want a conversation, I just want to cry in front of you.