THE FINAL LAP IS OVER
and it's my last SYF, i can't believe it myself, no more Sat practice, no more camps?
i can finally feed myself spicy/oily food :X
next batch going to SYF better train as hard as we did
*coughs, BeiWen's Batch coughs*
all i can say is, actions speak louder than words.

Movie Marathon @ Cait's house.
helped Cait tune her guitar, which turned out, already tuned.
WeiLin came sooooo late man, like 11+pm because she wanted to watch her show -.-
played Harry Potter, School Of Rock & Cello.
was expecting Cello to be more scary, but never mind :/
had Macs for breakfast the next day.

didn't want to come to school today but i still did in the end
was really tired from SYF yesterday, physically and mentally
Weilin said there was going to be 4 tests, in the end it turned out to be 5 frigging ones.
Chem, Eng, Lit, Social Studies & Maths.
I'm a total goner for my Chem and Maths, i knew that i wasn't prepared.

after school bumped Don, Jeremy & Aaron on the upper deck of the bus.

i stubbornly do not accept the fact that Don is taller than me -.-
my little brother was saying something about Jeremy falling down, rofl.

he actually asked to to join him and the seniors to VCH for results @ 4

then i saw my watch, it was 3:30.. WHAT THE.

so tadaaaaaaa, couldn't make it & here i am blogging away.

because he was the one who made her laugh when she was crying inside

she thought she could depend on him

because she was laughing when he said she was stupid for scaring & smoking

she thought deep down he cared

because it scared the crap out of her when he looked pale or sick

she thought that she'll lose a real friend
because she still looks out for him without him noticing

she's hoping that a miracle will break this awkwardness

& one day her senior told her,

'you care so much about him, he doesn't give a fcuk about you'
because she foolishly still believes this friendship wouldn't break that easily.