so you'r telling me our friendship is that fragile? give it a smack and you'd see a slight crack? no, thats not just a slight crack. its broken, already. just when will you stop living in your own cyberworld? you've totally alienated us. i walked pass you today, was expecting a hello from you. but you shove your head away and totally ignored my presence. you may not realised, but i did cause i care.just a couple of months ago, we were the best of friends ever. movie dates, sushi treats, study groups, ice-creams... we talked non-stop online. i remembered how many times i cried over the phone, and i remembered how you comforted me, till past midnight. you stayed by me, as a friend. i remembered how many times we quarrel over the slightest thing and how many times i blocked you online and even deleted you away from my contact list. i remember the hug you gave me when i was crying so badly that day, that was a hug from a true friend, from someone who cared.

when was the last time you called me blastoise? do you remember? i bet not. when was the last time we laugh all night and nothing could stop us? when was the last time we hanged out? when was the last time you see me online and took the initiative to talk to me? when was the last time you cared? although things didnt work out between us, i still wish i could have you as my bestfriend. is it too much to ask for? now, i hate asking you out cos you dont even have the heart to do so. so what if you are with us when your heart is miles away. whats the point? i tried so hard to narrow the gap between us. but whenever i take a step forward, you take a step back. in this way, i can never reach you and we will never be friends again. remember, it takes two hands to clap.

one day, we sat down and had a talk. ' do you think we'll be still best of friends in the years to come? '. we were so certain that it was a yes. but its not even a year and it turned to be a no already.

snatchedd from Crystal's blog XD
i dunno , sometimes i try not to overeact
but it seems rather hardd to pretend
so i'd rather ignore than fight
no point making the other party more angry
no point making them more depress

silence does'nt solve anything
i know that
neither does fighting


pieces of my heart was missing you -