Not even death could make us part

Life has been, uneventful. The way I want it to be. LOL.
Same cycle everyday, sleep, wake up, laptop, work, dinner, laptop, sleep.
Mum's finally going to pay my handphone bill today, like finally.

New Moon comes out today in the US -.-
3rd Dec is so-so-so-close, anticipate Edward Cullen people!


Alice- I don't think he was planning to live without you much longer.
♥


My left eye feels like it's going to get swollen, again.
Shucks, every time my eye gets red or swollen it'll take a fcuking long time to heal.
I've realized that my appetite has grown so bloody much, urgh, fatttttttttt.

So many things that I want to buy, but I must save money first.
& I have nothing else to blog about, plus Im hungry. Bye :D

Beautiful nightmare

Facebooking with my cousin:

Oh how I'd love to entertain myself with that! Siti was already crazy groupie about her Super Junior when I was over there yesterday. You gotta agree with me that 13 dudes in a boyband is wayyyyyyy to many. Plus Super Junior. Tak creative seh nama.

Pfft. I forgot. They have 15 dudes.


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Im going to kill him then dance to Sorry Sorry by his tombstone :)
When it comes to Super Junior, the fact that we are blood related is kicked to one side, muahahaha!
PS: Ignore the Siti -.-, I think he is just calling me that to annoyed me.
PPS: My phone can't call or sms, so leave me an sms and I'll try to call you back a.s.a.p.
PPPS: Taylor Swift is DEFINITELY dating Taylor Lautner, ouh-so-cool!

It's your love that my heart beats for

It's Friday the 13th.

I do not blame Super Junior or work for this dead blog. I blame bridging >:(
Anyway, dry post, refrained myself from posting Super Junior's pictures.

Just got home from Tricia's house, watched Music Bank for the 1st time man!
Watch 2pm and Beast but then I still went back to watch Super Junior on my phone.
I bought Super Junior M Mini album :D
I think that Beiwen is mad for smsing me @ 0000 just to ask about Kyuhyun's addiction to Starcraft. LOL.

Okay, getting sick of the internet gossip sites of "Ouh, most of Super Junior members had plastic surgery" or "Some did double eyelids plastic surgery".
F you, no one cares honney.

Bridging ends today. FINALLY.
In my 2 weeks of bridging, I have learnt absolutely nothing, so really, I'm pissed.
Still not seeing what's the big idea of retaining, I'd rather retain than suffer with no foundation at all of my Sec.3 work. But here I am, thinking of where the hell I can go after Os.
So well, I'll miss you 3e5 :/

Bye, I'm going to sleep. Yes, I'd rather not go out like I used to.
I realized that I get cranky if I don't get enough sleep, urgh.

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Mum told me something that my aunt told her before she passed on:

Treasure your daughter before you lose her

I still remember, I was going home from tuition a few years ago. Mum was waiting for me under our block to tell me the news, she couldn't bear to tell me over the phone knowing how bloody close me and my aunt was. To me, my aunt understood me better than my mum would ever will. Mind you, I stay at Hougang and she stayed at Bukit Batok and our relationship was like mother and daughter. She always stood by my side, cooked the best laksa ever, bought everything I wanted, played Lotto with the rest of my super huge extended family. I'd always wanted to stay over at her house which my mum would forbid but give in when my aunt convinced her that there was where I wanted to be.

Everything changed when my aunt left. I think my mum misinterpreted her words and became unnecessarily overprotective and irritating -.-. My aunt's husband remarried on the exact day of her 1 year death anniversary which made me hate his guts. My aunt's daughter cropped up at home, never coming out. I had no one to run to anymore, I hated how hypocrite my mum was, saying that playing Lotto was gambling so I wasn't allowed to play it anymore.
I've never visited her grave at the cemetery before, you can say that I don't accept her passing on, but after all these years, I still remember her face crystal clear.

I miss you.

We we never meant for do or die

Looking at you makes it harder.
I love you enough to let you go.
I want you to move on, so I'm already gone.