my broken heart shaped necklace.

yeap, it has the other half w someone (:

i miss wearing it, going to strt wearing it next week.

another post by yours truly :D

okay, this morning totally sucked. there was a surprise check, urgh.

was caught for my shoelace & it was confiscated :<

good thing i saw Max on the bus, if not my mood would be ruin.

before that i was slacking in the toilet w PeiXian darling (:

Ref then Mt. teacher's mood today was also rotten.

i really need some motivation for Mt.

Eng, the teacher did'nt come, Mdm.Tan took over.

how weird it was, hearing her say 2e4 instead of 1e4.

it made me really miss the days of 1e4-madrians ♥♥♥

IT, don't want to mention it.

i find IT being more boring&boring staring at the computer screen.

& much thanks to Justin Teo, for keeping my tagboard alive.

during each and every IT lesson w/o fail ^^

Recess then Geo.

Geo teacher not happy w our marks. woah, scary.

& she caught me sms-ing behind.

she said 1 more time she's going to confiscate my phone >.<

and she said i'm always talking behind, haha!

i was talking to Eqet behind, good thing she never call parents.

after school went to Hougang Mall w WeiQian.

Caitlin had Sports Heat so she went w Debbie&HuiTian.

ate KFC & shopped ard.

walked much to kill time, in the end reach school at 3.

Choir was as per normal, my music teacher took us.

laughed so much w Theo.

nothing much, headed home.

Teardrops On My Guitar somehow relates to me now.
i feel like such a fool.

when i got home, i was v.shocked.
Papa was home ;-X his never home this early.
when i asked him, he said not much work today.
he broke his own record , wooots ~

i came at exactly the time 88 came.
& it did'nt wait for me _l_
purposely look some other way and drove off.
well, bus driver, i hope you rot and die ^^
reached school @ 7:30+
teacher gave us face, it was raining, so don't need to run.
frankly, been reaching school late these days >.<

then was finding my NYAA class, don't know whr they went.
the who sec.2 cahoot was in the hall except them. Wtf
found them behind canteen & joined them.
Mr.Sofian was filming us :-X

Mt then Science, i like my Science teacher loads (:
she told me&PeiXian that looks can be deceiving, how true :D
Maths, everytime Maths lesson i would feel ouh-so-sleepy.
& she kept us back for recess (again), gah.

sat with PeiXian's HE for recess, no othr place to sit.
saw Max & Clarissa whispered something to me that i already know.
Nat was sitting like some loanshark/towkay.
someone owes her money, better return her back fast.

HE, cooked chicken curry.
blehs, nothing much. Art also nothing much.


I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you

that's my PeiXian Monkey Dar ~

don't be fooled by her pretty looks , she can be v.crazy plus hyper !

we do Science experiments while crapping&crapping :D

although is is crazy sometimes , she's the best in advising me .

sometimes we can talk for hours w/o fail .

& lastly to the guys out thr , sorry .. she's Attached

she's deeply in love & i wish the best for her in everything ;D

aha , although she's attached to HE , i love her too

Jasline Neo . my siao partner in crime :D

late for school today >.<
seriously ,it was'nt totally my fault .
the 88 bus was moving at turtle speed or something .
i think the bus driver must have just gotten his license .
late with PeiShi , lucky don't need to parade in front ;D
need to run 5 rounds though . in the end we both just ran away from it (:

MT , i'm losing interest in studying for it .
maybe i need more motivation uh .
wrote some stuff & listen to the radio , Malay Channel .
i'd prefer if it was changed 98.7fm :D

kept going to the locker during Eng period .
filing some stuff & suddenly me&Eqet felt so sucky .
did'nt feel like going for IT .
in the end me&Eqet slacked in the toilet w Jean&Emily .
it was super fun w Jean's screaming & Emily's madness !
like woah , i did'nt feel like leaving the toilet ever .
haha , i don't know what got me to say tht -.-"

went for Recess , ate with Husna , Zee & their juniors .
then after bell rang went up .
otw going up saw Max and Husna was pulling me back .
a Malay teacher caught me for my cullote . wtf >.< *&%$##@
good thing i escaped in time from Max :D
Husna such a bitch for doing this to me in front of Max .
mood picked up from there naturally .
Geo , test was hard . i want to pass it badly !

went to Hougang Mall after school w Caitlin&WeiQian .
ate @ Macs & bought ankle socks and shoelaces .
thanks to WeiQian tons for helping me put it on ~

Choir , was as usual .
i want to go for the HK trip badly ! gah , please ....
Papa said need to confirm the amount 1st as it was too ex .
hope the school finds a way to pay for me (:

& i was high today during Choir :D
Jasline the SCB girl thought i'm not coming .
yeah , cos i told her i was'nt coming , taking MC
& she believes me , how gullible of her .
turns out that i'll be late ;DD
sec.1 batch came & new song -.-'
sectionals today , Jasline's high too !

breakfast/lunch with Caitlin&WeiQian .
ate & went to 2e2 to disturb Husna .
she's such a spongebob-wife-wannabe .
then crapped with them , it's like so funny to talk to them .
P & VP walked passed by , acted like one of 2e2 ppl (:
accidentally wet WeiQian cullotes .
i swear it was'nt intentionally , i thought it's just spinkle !
wokay , ran back to my class , WeiQian wanted revenge .

Science , did practical w PeiXian .
i'd rather do practicals than theory , much more fun .
Maths , one period of naggers .
History , real test .. obviously i messed-up :D
& Eng , finished up some worksheet .
ok , i don't even know what worksheet it was .

Sec.2 camp coming in March )':
horrible place we're camping in , like haunted house .
i don't want to go for it but it's COMPULSORY .
yeah , i hate that word )':

been busy these days , going up and down .
finding Max lurhs , w different partners :D

my friendster is deleted cos it's dead .
so don't bother finding it k ?

i can't believe this 4+ year comp can log on to blogger .
bro bought laptop to school today .
the thing tht sucks is that when i go youtube , no sound .
the sound system here is horrifying .
when the bass hits , there's a building-fall-down sound .
it's ok , im fine with this :D

then school today was good well , part of it .
went up to lvl 3 , like 2-3 times .
1stly w PeiXian cos she knew where his class was .
then the rest w Eqet , she wanted to see her Rule too .
in class was totally hyper w Eqet , or was it her O.o

Lit was boring as usual .
Woo was angry tht my bag was on the table .
she took it off the table , my correction tape fell .
poor tapey , it's broken .
YanQi , Eqet & me was argueing w her for compensation .
tht correction tape is $5+ okay !
she said she'll buy for me new one after ...
my group's project is completed . Wtf , damn you .
you're wrg & you're still in position to argue _l_

she made my mood go wayyyyyy down .
& poor Ryan got scholded from me .
also , did'nt bother to stalk Max .

i want to be busy this week .
like Sabrina maybe ? Lil Ms.Busy :DD

Meeting Husna Bitch to have lunch at LJS ,
she's thinning her hair too .
;D

wahaha , new blogskin people :D
went out to compass to buy Vday Presents just now .
like finally ehs ? it's not much ...
but it's the thought tht counts (:
so ... it's means im broke for the rest of the week ?
nevermind , i love all my friends :DD

homework is pending , homework homework .
i've got many stuff to redo .

i want a camera ... a slim black / red one .
i'll never get it .

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i want to strt working a.s.a.p too .
somewhere 14 years & below ?

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ouhhh ... and i want Mr.Drummer too

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gosh * i want many things :-X
yeap , keep on dreaming

now , im updating . so naggers ... stop nagging ;D
Choir sang National Anthem for school ytd .
felt so embarassed cos the pricipal said we sang lyrics :-X
but bitches should just shut-up bout it .

had hair-check , Gawd . it's HairCheck .
not skirt /piercing / wadever check !
which part of HairCheck does'nt MHC understand =.="
MHC was practically tearing&cutting everything away .
urgh , nevermind . whats done is done .

had Mt , Eng then IT .
wasted half of our IT&Recess on fire drill .
ate buns&drank water on the field .
some ppl instead of drinking water they sprayed it .
ok , spraying has a limit (:

Geo Period . teacher was mad at us .
when i say mad , really mad .
she called VP and we got moooooooore nagging .
i felt so fed-so at tht time .
did some work and the period ended .

went to Compass w WeiQian&Caitlin .
ate @ Macs and bought some candy for the trip .
bought a new Hp strap also .
back to school 'late' for Choir .
WeiQian was so naggy , reminds me of mum .
went to SunLove Home , the bus was so cramp .
sang some song , help giving out food , went back to school .
was so thirsty during the way back to school .
good thing me&Cait bought can drinks .
the bus was'nt so cramp at tht time thankfully (:

hanged ard with Caitlin , Ayuni & Husna for the next 1+hr
Rockfest was the bomb :D
only because Mr.Drummer&Guitarist was there ;DDDD

came a little late to Choir today .
new batch of sec.1s arrive already , guai kia .
other members talked w them , i did'nt cos i was late :D
new song & also , a not confirmed HK tour !!!
if we go there for 6 days , we get to skip school for a week :D
some of the juniors keep talking , so annoying and rude .
did'nt wear nametag cos i did'nt want the sec.1s to know me
yeah , i'm anti-social but i don't care :)

assembly , MHC kept nagging&nagging at us .
Ryan was goofing behind so i was'nt really paying attention .
going to get like 1hr+ of her tomorrow ):

then it was , Science , Maths ... History
History teacher made us do a pre-test ....
which i thought was a real test and stressed myself out >.<
Eng after tht .
nothing much happened , just like any other day ~

ouh yeah , Valentine's Day is tomorrow
whats VDay w/o any hearts ?
♥♥♥♥
& my Vs are
*drumrolls*
Iqit&Haqima , Ayuni , NatNat , Nina & PeiXian
their in random order so no favourites here (:
but sadly , i can't give my Vpresent tomorrow to them );
be patient & wait till next week :D
sorry in advance people ~

changed blogskin after searching for it like hell .
it's so fustrating to look for a bs that you like =.="
esp. when people already took the bs >:

had thermometer check today & i did'nt bring .
paid $6 to buy that damn thermometer !
in the end they did'nt even check if we had thermometer
felt like murdering them back for my $6 .

had NYAA today , i totally detest NYAA .
it's such a tiring thing to do so early in the morning .
MHC made us run 2km today , timing she set 16mins .
Nat & me were having stomach ache , Joelle L.blisters .
she still made us ( Nat&Me ) run 2 rounds , Joelle L. ran one .
in the end Nat&Me were just walking all the way .
obviously we over-reached her time limit .
& so we had to do 40 push-ups & 40 crunches >.<

had Mt , Ks told me tht he saw Mly students going up .
i was stupid enough to listen to him and went up till 4th floor .
turns out the Mly students was @ the library
& all i got from Ks was lies and whacking _l_

then Science , Recess then Home Econ .
Home Econ. teacher is back >; god , she's angry today
rushed through our cooking of Low Mai Kai .
my group's one was'nt cooked properly .
she said no time already , lame excuse .
then she was explaining some thing & got v.annoyed .
she told Marcus & Benjamin to get out of the class .
we were laughing at them then we were told to get out .
& she said don't bring your apron anymore .
she's going to cancel all our cooking lessons x.x

Art was as usual , i did my homework for the 1st time (:
guess what ? she said it was wrg , well her brain is wrg !
& she did'nt let us off when the bell rang >.<
imagine the torture for us to listen to her .


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I locked away my heart but you just set it free
emotions I felt held me back from what my life should be

Hello . finally back from Maple (; been playing it for ahwhile .
CNY holidays was quite a bore , went to cousins house .
it was fun there but after that stayed home the whole time .
Kakak ziela got her driver's license already ! * jealous *
but she still can't park the car properly yet ,
ouh well , she's learning . had fun with her driving
i'm going to get my HighWayCode as soon as i turn 18 :D

went to school late today ... it's the 88 bus fault , dragger .
& i even told Ayuni to come to school early today :-X
everything was per normal , i passed my Science test !
aim to do better in the next test , results not satisfying >;
recess , Sakinah spill her drink almost twice :O
too shock to see the Malay guys passing by
the rest of the day was a bore .

waited for Ayuni & Sakinah after school , waited & waited .
seems after millions of years then they appear ^^
blahs & 88 came v.fast , saw mum & mak.andak on the bus .
on the 1st storey . such a coincidence :-XX
was talking to mum and her friend , long-winded story .
went home , Mum went to buy Puggies food .


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK4bLMd0avU
bros introduce this video to me , got to watch this .
it's retarded , sick & stupid but funny in it's own way .
created by two retards w nothing to do .

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i don't need your protection , it's no use now
there's no kindness in your eyes ,
the way you look at me, it's just not right.
what happened to the sweet person i once knew ...
your a total rebel now , a stranger to me .
such a long way back , from this place that we are at.
when I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry..

finally updated blog(s) , at lj too after weeks .
it's Chinese New Year people (: make it a Happy one
time to get off your butts , go visiting & get cold-hard cash .

to think i will be going visiting too O.o at cousin's house ltr
my grandmother at papa's side and more will be there too .
i'll be happy if i received some cash ;DD
but then again , who would'nt ?

was 15 mins late for science ytd .
the teacher made us walk from lvl 1-4 for 10mins .
it was partly my fault , i had to use the toilet .
& blahblahblah she told us .

Choir performance was ok , we did'nt even hear the music .
Mr.Yong said we did a good job * evil smile *

went home w Cow , who apparently did'nt want to go home .
come on Cow , don't just stay home during CNY !
go out to Escape or wadever , you escape freak ;DD
went to Kedai Ajaib which we neglected for a loooong time .
bought some chips & went home (:

my friendster is so dead , wonder if i should delete it >.<
school has been so tiring w Choir rehearsal for CNY etcetc .
i could just go home , bath then sleep forever :)
ahhh , it's okay , after tomorrow i can rest !! WOO .

& i did'nt know that the 1st Science test was today .
ouh well , let bygones be bygones .
omfg , the whole class got $2 from Ms.Helen Chong .
YES , I KNOW ! MS.HELEN CHONG , BELIEVE IT !!!
except for Terrence & Lisa ( i think ) , they got $4 .
because they completed the whole donation card .
it means she spent $8o+ on 2e4 , Happy New Year indeed (:

on the other not-so-happy side , i got tons of hwk .
Art , Science , Maths & MT , i keep dragging them on ...
so now i must suffer during my ouh-so-precious holidays >;

wadever , guess whose BuzzWorthy this month ?
PARAMORE . PARAMORE. PARAMORE . PARAMORE .
actually , they deserve to be Artist Of The Month ):
better than nothing , YAY PARAMORE !

finally done editing the Malay Project !
been killing some brain cells & slogging out my guts for it .
Afiqah did a great job doing the slides .
& the guys ? 1 pathetic laporan ! wadever ...

okay then , Happy Belated Birthday To ME .
Papa was so cute ytd , he wanted to buy cake for me .

" the mint cake you wanted , don't have "
" it's okay then , nevermind "

turns out when he got home , DONUTS !
14 donuts to be exact & i thought he forgot my birthday .
thanks for all the presents darlings , you know who you are !
shan't post the pics 1st , all the presents ain't given yet ;D
was actually v.gloomy ytd bout regretting going into 2e4 .
me & iqit going to study hard from now on ^^
thanks to Pei Xian Monkey Dar for cheering me up (:
i felt so much better after she advice me on life .

school was fine today , Band played NationalAnthem for us .
the singing was actually softer , they did a good job to me .
i wonder whats it's going to be like when Choir perfrom O.o
the rest of the day was okay , thankfully .

went out with iqit after school today , she's the best :D
bus-ed to Hougang Mall , checked out the bags there .
the white bag i wanted is $39.9o or $4o as iqit says , hah !
to my house then , bath & iqit used my laptop .
went to Kovan & to the salon to fix my hair =.="
after cutting my hair , headed to Macs , ate twister fries twice
laughed like crazy when we saw the Macs commercial .
iqit's not going to eat twister fries anytime soon , muahaha !
both of us are the same , not leaders nor followers .
we are what you say ... In Between (:
we have each othr if there's no one for us .

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all of the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my Happy Ending